Anticipation

I am quickly learning the meaning of this word. Abby and I are expecting the arrival of our first child, Gavin, any day now. We actually were at the hospital last week and were told by our doctor that we would probably have him that night. It has now been 8 days since that night and Gavin is patiently waiting his anticipated arrival. I wake up every morning thinking this is the day...it must be the day! Nope. I know that the Lord is in complete control and His timing is perfect, but I am not the most patient person. Maybe that is why I am eagerly awaiting his arrival.

With a change of jobs, selling our house, moving out of state, etc. my mind has been quite occupied. It wasn't until last weeks visit to the doctor that I really began to dwell on life as a father. The thought of Gavin's arrival is now the forefront of my mind. I know that it is going to be one of the coolest experiences of my life and the fact that it could be hours away or weeks away is quite frustrating.

However, what a blessed frustration. It is surreal to think that MY child is on the way. I remember as a kid thinking that I didn't want the Lord to return until I had the chance to get married and have children. Crazy that I have found myself at that place. My heart is ready to burst.

Michael